Sunday, February 24, 2013

Where's Heathcliff?!?!

August 5, 1780

Today, Heathcliff ran away from home and he is missing!! I don't know what I'm going to do, Heathcliff is my heart and soul. Oh Heathcliff! Without him, I am almost without purpose of living. I don't know what could have caused him to run away. The other day, I told Nelly about what great companions in life we are together. Our spirits are one, but he just can't support me right now. I'm thinking if I marry Edgar I can have enough money to take care of Heahcliff, if he returns!!! If Heathcliff doesn't return, happiness will surely not return to me.

Tragedy upon Hindley

June 23, 1778

A few days ago, Hindley received his first son. The boy's name is Hareton, and he is a fairly healthy baby. His wife, on the other hand, is not at her best. She is sickly and I fear that her sickness is only progressing. Heathcliff delights at his brothers demise, but a tiny part of me feels for Hindley. To lose the love of his life would destroy him. I know I have some harsh feelings for Hindley, but is to wish despair upon him too far? I mean he is still my brother. I'm supposed to love him.

Returning to the Manor

December 24, 1777

This is my first time returning to Wuthering Heights in weeks. I was attacked by the Linton's dog skulker and injured my leg, so i have been staying with the Lintons. Over the last couple weeks, I have been trained how to be a true lady. I somewhat enjoy it, but part of me wants to go back to how things were. Except, when i look at Heathcliff and his filthy ways, it sort of disgusts me. He was offended by Edgar tonight and I feel bad for him, but he needs to learn some manners. He cannot continue life as an unclean, filthy boy. He needs to transform into a well groomed, proper man.

The return of the devil

October 14, 1777

Recently, Hindley returned and it is as if the world is approaching it's end. He is crueler than ever before and he truly has it out for Heathcliff. He abuses him with the toughest jobs around the manor and is so mean to him! Ughhhh I just want to cry, especially after how close me and Heathcliff have become in recent times. I feel so terribly bad for him and i just hate Hindley so much. I want my daddy back, I want my best friend to be happy, I want my life back...

Hindley Left! Finally!

October 7, 1774

My big brother, Hindley, was sent off to college today. This was such a big relief! He was a major stress factor in my life, and me and Heathcliff just needed a break. Me and Heathcliff are just jumping for joy! Hindley was so mean to Heathcliff; I'm happy for him with Hindley leaving and all, and i think the rest of the family is too. I overheard my father speaking with Hindley the other day, and it was almost like he just wanted to get rid of him. It was... strange.... Why does he want to get rid of his own son? it's even a son of his own blood!

About Me

Hello, my name is Catherine Earnshaw. I was born on May 15, 1765. I have lived quite a life, mostly sad. My favorite thing to talk about is Heathcliff. I LOVE HEATHCLIFF. Whenever I'm feeling sad or alone, I think of Heathcliff and his beautiful face. The seems to pain leave my body when i do this. You should try it sometime...